Ionno, its funny to me.. Just last Sunday I was sitting here -.-; crying my soul out. Like, it was horrible.. To help you better understand how bad it was... It was a loud cry.. I couldn't contain myself anymore, then I started hyperventilating, it hurt to cry.. I felt so lost and unwanted.. I can't explain the feeling and quite frankly.I don't ever even wanna think about it.. But of course I have to get it out on here.. Cause I seem to only write about the bad on here.. So, That was last Sunday. Its Wednesday, and I feel sooo much better... Reminds me of what happened last year.. Actually.. Lassttt... April. I felt like I hit rock bottom.. && I stopped taking my birthcontrol.. Because I didn't give a shit if I bled all the time or didn't bleed at all I was just sick of it, and a week later I was as happy as could be and it only got better.. I got back on birthcontrol.. && I stopped taking it Monday.. Well during this little outburst I had sunday dad walked in, woke mom up and I ended up talking to them for a few hours and mom went online at her work th e next day and told me that Aleece.. The type of pill I'm taking has side effects such as.. Headaches, Stomachaches , Nausea, Mood swings, and depression.. WELL what do you know.. I found out what was making me so "depressed" and now its all gone ^.^... Also found out that taking tylenol lessens the effect of the birthcontrol pill and increases the side effects.. && I took tylenol.. a lot... 0.0 Bleh.. Oh well thats all gone and I feel better.. I should be back to total normalness in a week.. ^.^ Thennn on my next period I'll bleed like someone turned on the faucet up there. Like I bleed a llllllllot... I hated that I went through two super tampons in like. 30 minutse.. imagine that happening all fucking day.. Ya.. It was crazy.. But anyway.. Just letting you know everythings beter ^.^ I very happy and very happy with Ethan *squish*
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