FORGET IT

Nah uh. I dun like him.. It was a.. I dont even know what to calll it. I shouldnt be messing around with guys who have girlfriends ANYWAY..

Problem solved.

<3

Gah. Guy problems.

I'll make this short.
I like this guy.
He is 18.
He is very mature, has a car, job, he is very sweet.
He is also very attractive.
Which is rare these days for me.
Most guys dont appeal to my eye much.
But he stands out.
&& hes one of the few guys I can honestly say I
could see myself with him.
But..
Theres a problem, like always.
He has a girlfriend..
*sigh*
This makes me sad..
&& Im confused.
He was so hitting on my last night.
But maybe thats because I started it?
*shrug*
I guess I'll back off and wait..
Any advice in the mean time.
Should I keep trying or seperate myself from this guy.
(Might I remind you this is rare that I find a guy that I like..) ♥Kaley

Just Beachy...

Hmm.. I just reread what I wrote && my writing format probably makes NO sence whatsoever. Its not well put. So bare with me if you read it..

Wow its Saturday and this is the first time I've been home since wedensday.
Last week was FCAT. So Monday and Tuesday we had testing. I did good I believe. Except for the second part of the math test. I didn't do it. Out of all days and time my mind decided it was time to reflect on all my problems and why I was so unhappy. So for the first 60 minutes of the second part of the test. I cried. && cried.. I tried to do the test but I kept zoning out and couldnt think. But after I calemd down I tried to some problems and re-did a few. ( I picked C and H for all the other questions o.)... Yea.. I blew it..
Wedensday was back to normal. We had all 6 classes. That day I went home with Ness and spent the night with her. (We didnt have school the next day because 11th grade was testing). That night we went to church, came back and messed around at her house, blah blah blah. && =) The next day we got up around 830 and got ready for the beach. && I gotta tell you I wasn't looking forward to it at the moment? See Nessa has her own "gang" of friends. Im friends with almost all of them, just not as close. So I was thinking I was going to get left out somehow. Even though it was just gonna be me, ness, logan, wesley, joe, nikki, and tim (downey, not burcham). But anyway. Nessa made me look hott =) Despite what my sister has to say. I look really good with wavey hair. ( && to top it all off I hardley had any make up on and still looked pretty =).. so anyway, Logan , Wesley, and Joe picked me and ness up and we headed for Cresent beach and tried to look for Nikki.. That didnt work out so well. So we ended up going and looking for her. lol me and Ness left the guys behind and started babewatching down the beach (you know what i mean?) and logan comes running up 10 minutes later (somehow he catches up) and we all started running.. .like o.0 fast. the only reason I ran was because Joe and Wesley was WAY back there. But my knee started hurting and I stopped and turned around. (guess you could say I got left out for a minute) But I got back to Joe and Wes and everything was fine. OH GUESS WHAT. ahhhh . It was awesome, me and Joe was arguing with wesley that the animals with fins on their back swimming around and jumping, were sharks. At first I didn actually think they were cause of the yellow flag that was up back at the enterence. But It was beautiful. In the middle of argueing (playfully of course) three dolphins jumped out of the ocean and dipped back in . My mouth dropped and all of us ran towards the water because the dolphins were sorta headed towards shore. So me and them got waist of boob high deep in the water and the dolphins were like 200 feet or less ahead of us ... It was awesome I've never been that close to such an animal ( I wasnt scared because Wesley pointed out that usually when dolphins around, sharks arnt) . But yea. The rest of the day I ended up spending most of my time with Joe and Wesley at the beach. && after a while We all met back up at our spot and laied around for a while, plaied football, frisbee, blah blah blah. After like 4 hours we left and went and got something to eat, and left St.Augustine and went to the tennis courts at the colleage. For like... 3 hours me and ness watched Wes Logan Joe and Scott play tennis and we plaied after the sun went down sorta. && after that we went to Alesha's house. The house that Wes and Logan are staying at. Had fun there too.. Even tho it was getting kinda late and we had school tmr, we hung out till around like 9.. And DONT GET MAD AUNT TRACY... Me and Ness were saying how we didnt feel like going to school the next day. (Alesha isnt in school, shes 19 , so) and Wes and Logan were like " Yea we havnt been all week because of FCAT, plus we just got kicked out of our house so weve got to much to deal with" and then togeather we decided me and ness shouldnt go. && We didnt. The original plan was that me and ness stay at Alesha's and the next day just not go. But when Ness called her mom and asked if she could stay , she said no. So we re-did the plan and decided that ness was to go home, go to school with her sis and Alesha was to pick up ness the next morning before 8. I had already told mom i was staying ness so my mom wasnt and issue. Except.. I wasnt allowed to stay at nessas house.. So I staied at Alesha's with Wes Joe and Aleshas boyfriend o.0.... That was kinda fun. Except for the fact that I had a major sunburn and had to sleep on a very very cold couch. Eh, the next morning around 7 40 I woke up around the same time wes did and everyone was asleep. && we were like " oh crap whose gonna go pick up ness??"Alesha's phone (her alarm clock) shut off so me and Wesley ended up picking nessa up. And we all chilled at the house for a while. Went out to inerlachen to pick up some of Logan and Wesleys belonging from Logan's moms house, went swimming, came back and chilled for a while and we went home around 7.. After we dropped nessa off and we turned the corner to my road. And Alesha was like " sucks you gotta go home " and I was like " yea , yall have fun tongith tho " and Logans like " Were not going now, todays been a bad day for us so we'll just go next weekend" me- " oh... dang , sorry " and Alesha was like " why dont you ask your parents if you could stay another night? " wes- "Yea stay and chill " and so I went home, asked if I could stay, parents thought i was gonna go do something terrible and wrong (like always, even tho i never.. err.. well now i never do) but they let me stay after they met everyone and yelled at me for being so burnt. Left, went and ate, went back home and watched movies and chilled, went to sleep. But it was fun. And I was glad that I could have fun without nessa.
Even though I skipped a day of school, I'm alot happier now ? I dont think I'll have anymore random outburts.. hopefully.. (Plus it was senior skip day... so =) ) So yea, that was my week/ weekend.. I cant believe its only saturday...
Dont be mad =(
<3
Kaley