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Well, *burp* (ewww i tasted sonic burger)
Okay.. Well anyway.. -.-;I made a semi big mistake.
It's not really a big big mistake that I wish I could take back.. It's just something
Me and Ethan both have to live with now ^.^.. Iiii made him my everything a while back.. now it's really kicking in.. I dunno if he knows it or not. But I super sad he's getting a job.. He just doesn't understand the fact that even tho he can only work 30 hours.. The rest of the week he won't want to do anything because he'll be wore out. -.-; So.. I trying to cling to him everyday until he gets a job that way I would of had my fill and what not.. -.-;..But nooo, tmr his whole day is taken up. How might you ask? Uhm well he's got to go job hunting after school.. Which doesn't take anymore than an hour. I wonder if he knows that all you do is walk in and ask for an application? Then walk your ass out?? Nothing really happens the first day.. So thats and hour. && oh god he's got to go home and hang up lights and help his dad with a few other things maybe.. THEN, oh.. this was pricelesss.. I kinda felt like he just threw it in there to make him look busyer so I wouldn't even bother asking about hanging out.. But he has to study for the ACT.. which.. is in Feb.. like.. helllllllo? Trying to stay away from me , much? Well ... -.-; k.. I be reasonable.. Maybe he ishnt trying to avoid me.. But still ... Doing a few things like that doesn't take up your whole day and night... So what the crap -.-;.. This whole.. me making him my everything stuff.. Is bad in THAT sense.. Because now I get upset when I can't be with him.. Especially over chrismtas lights -.-;;; I ended my social life when I started dating him.. I dunno why.. But I just wasn't really interested in hanging out with anyone anymore.. I had him. I have him. Now he's inching away becoming a grown up with work and what not, now I left being the lonely girlfriend who gets to sit and do nothing all day.. I would call someone, but I dunno.. I don't feel like it, ya know? I'm gonna be stuborn.. and do the " if I cant have it my way I wont have it anyway" type things.. SOB (less than sign) . (greater than sign) I can't make that face o.0 isnt it odd? It messes up what I write.. but yeah.. anyway. SO eventually.. Tmr we will both be out of things to do with a full day and night ahead of us. But , we wont be together.. Cause well.. I can't give you a proper reason... I really don't know a reason why we couldn't whenever he was done.. I think its a male thing . " I want my space, back off" type ordeals.. *shrugs* I going to go lay down now..
Reminder: I mussssst post about house later.. Just not now ^.^
Okay.. Well anyway.. -.-;I made a semi big mistake.
It's not really a big big mistake that I wish I could take back.. It's just something
Me and Ethan both have to live with now ^.^.. Iiii made him my everything a while back.. now it's really kicking in.. I dunno if he knows it or not. But I super sad he's getting a job.. He just doesn't understand the fact that even tho he can only work 30 hours.. The rest of the week he won't want to do anything because he'll be wore out. -.-; So.. I trying to cling to him everyday until he gets a job that way I would of had my fill and what not.. -.-;..But nooo, tmr his whole day is taken up. How might you ask? Uhm well he's got to go job hunting after school.. Which doesn't take anymore than an hour. I wonder if he knows that all you do is walk in and ask for an application? Then walk your ass out?? Nothing really happens the first day.. So thats and hour. && oh god he's got to go home and hang up lights and help his dad with a few other things maybe.. THEN, oh.. this was pricelesss.. I kinda felt like he just threw it in there to make him look busyer so I wouldn't even bother asking about hanging out.. But he has to study for the ACT.. which.. is in Feb.. like.. helllllllo? Trying to stay away from me , much? Well ... -.-; k.. I be reasonable.. Maybe he ishnt trying to avoid me.. But still ... Doing a few things like that doesn't take up your whole day and night... So what the crap -.-;.. This whole.. me making him my everything stuff.. Is bad in THAT sense.. Because now I get upset when I can't be with him.. Especially over chrismtas lights -.-;;; I ended my social life when I started dating him.. I dunno why.. But I just wasn't really interested in hanging out with anyone anymore.. I had him. I have him. Now he's inching away becoming a grown up with work and what not, now I left being the lonely girlfriend who gets to sit and do nothing all day.. I would call someone, but I dunno.. I don't feel like it, ya know? I'm gonna be stuborn.. and do the " if I cant have it my way I wont have it anyway" type things.. SOB (less than sign) . (greater than sign) I can't make that face o.0 isnt it odd? It messes up what I write.. but yeah.. anyway. SO eventually.. Tmr we will both be out of things to do with a full day and night ahead of us. But , we wont be together.. Cause well.. I can't give you a proper reason... I really don't know a reason why we couldn't whenever he was done.. I think its a male thing . " I want my space, back off" type ordeals.. *shrugs* I going to go lay down now..
Reminder: I mussssst post about house later.. Just not now ^.^
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