To ethan..
Hey baby,
I was just thinking about you. I thought I'd write you a well deserved letter..
I'm wearing your jacket. It smells like you. I can't stop smelling it. I mish you.
&& I love you. I love you so much it hurts =[. I'm tearing up as we speak (aren't I pathetic?). I can't explain why it hurts. Should It hurt? It's a good kind of hurt I suppose. I smell you. So I feel like your here, especially when I close my eyes. But your not here =[. So it saddens me. I want to hold you.. I want to lay with you and look into your eyes, without making weird faces or breaking the stare by saying " what ". I'd give anything to kiss you. It kills me I can't be with you when I want. && It's impossible cause I want you always. But we see each other briefly at school and even though I have you all weekend , it still doesn't feel like enough. I feel so alone after I come back from my house. && when you leave here I want so bad to run out the door and bring you back in. I've never felt this way and its scary to me. I'm in love with you so deeply. I'm so far in and theres no turning back. I wouldn't change that fact for the world. But things happen. && thats what scares me, knowing at any moment.. someone could walk in and take you. If not that, god himself could take you from me. What am I to do if that happens? Don't ever leave me. For no one.. I promise no one can love you like I love you.. I may be crude sometimes but I make up for it. && If God ever calls you up, tell him to shut the fuck up. Because you belong here, with me. Always. I mean what I say by always. && if you don't get it. I want to marry you one day. I want to have your babies and I want grow old and die with you. Together. I never thought I'd say that to someone and mean it until I was much older. But I'm young and I mean it. I don't know if you feel the same, but just know. I can not.. wait.. to get old enough to move into my own place with you. So I can hold you every night. && wake up to your beautiful face every morning.. I just thought I'd let you know how much you really mean to me. && how serious I am when I tell you I love you and your mine, always and forever..
<3,
Your lover.
I was just thinking about you. I thought I'd write you a well deserved letter..
I'm wearing your jacket. It smells like you. I can't stop smelling it. I mish you.
&& I love you. I love you so much it hurts =[. I'm tearing up as we speak (aren't I pathetic?). I can't explain why it hurts. Should It hurt? It's a good kind of hurt I suppose. I smell you. So I feel like your here, especially when I close my eyes. But your not here =[. So it saddens me. I want to hold you.. I want to lay with you and look into your eyes, without making weird faces or breaking the stare by saying " what ". I'd give anything to kiss you. It kills me I can't be with you when I want. && It's impossible cause I want you always. But we see each other briefly at school and even though I have you all weekend , it still doesn't feel like enough. I feel so alone after I come back from my house. && when you leave here I want so bad to run out the door and bring you back in. I've never felt this way and its scary to me. I'm in love with you so deeply. I'm so far in and theres no turning back. I wouldn't change that fact for the world. But things happen. && thats what scares me, knowing at any moment.. someone could walk in and take you. If not that, god himself could take you from me. What am I to do if that happens? Don't ever leave me. For no one.. I promise no one can love you like I love you.. I may be crude sometimes but I make up for it. && If God ever calls you up, tell him to shut the fuck up. Because you belong here, with me. Always. I mean what I say by always. && if you don't get it. I want to marry you one day. I want to have your babies and I want grow old and die with you. Together. I never thought I'd say that to someone and mean it until I was much older. But I'm young and I mean it. I don't know if you feel the same, but just know. I can not.. wait.. to get old enough to move into my own place with you. So I can hold you every night. && wake up to your beautiful face every morning.. I just thought I'd let you know how much you really mean to me. && how serious I am when I tell you I love you and your mine, always and forever..
<3,
Your lover.
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