Pretending things are alright...

This morning I woke up , still cramping and starving. So I go in the kitchen and dad is in the living room && he see's me and tells me to go put on clothes and that there was 2 boys here and didnt need to see me in my underwear ( Yea, okay they were outside at that moment and I was only going in the kitchen to get some midol and go back to bed, and the underwear I was wearing was boy shorts kinda) && so I said okay and went back to bed for a lil while and couldnt get to sleep. So I got up to get something to eat ( I decided i wanted cereal ) && I was cramping really bad and girls you know how it hurts to stretch your arms above your head when your like that (our cereal is high up) So I went in the living room and asked mom if she would make me some cereal and dad snapped at me and said in a mean voice " Your PERFECTLY capable of getting it YOURSELF" && I kinda ignored it and said " Please mom? It hurts to stretch" && so she got up and dad was starting me down and I asked him in a very calm voice (It was was to early to raise it, so you know im telling the truth) " Dad why are you riding me today?" and he blew up.. " WHAT DO YOU MEAN WHY AM I RIDING YOU??" The rest of his words faded in my mind ( Nowa days when starts yelling I'll mentally block of what hes saying and just walk away) and as I was walking away he kicked the table, and broke a few glasses and Nikki came running down the hall as I entered it asking what was up.. I told her he got pissed and continued into my room where I locked the door and turned up my music... Soo just a few minutes ago (hours later) I asked Nikki where dad was and she said he was moving into the shop and I laughed and asked what happened between him and her and she gave me this look and rambled on saying : " I told him not to hollar in the house when there was two little boys just a room away and he said he didnt care if they heard, and that they could go outside && then he brought up how Jess had no right to say what he said the other night ( jess said in quote: ; Scooter, honestly I dont care what you've done ;) and I (Nikki) said that atleast Jess was being a bigger person by saying he was sorry and trying to make things right and atleast he was being the better person by doing that , something you have never done in your life time and never will . You dont even have the decency to forgive him" and she said " && That pissed him off even more , really bad, and he said he was moving into the shop"
^ See what I go threw on a weekly bases? =)